Irreplaceable.

 I met him in MMU Contsruct Camp 2010 in December, that year. He was sitting somewhere near me. At that time, we both didn't even know who the heck we are. I never thought that I would actually met my other half in that camp. :)

I was sitting right behind me. Can you see me? LOL

We both had no idea that we sat close to each other at that time. In the next activity, as you can see, we were standing quite near to each other. LOL

Me : Green T-Shirt Kiat : Yellow T-Shirt

LOL. We were in the same group to cross the bridge.

I still remember he came to me and asked me how did I feel when I was doing abseiling cause he knew that i was scared of height, so did him. I was talking to him but IDK what happened, someone called me to play other stuffs so I didn't get to talk to him after that. During that camp, we always sat next to each other and talked non-stop. We even played tai-ti sometimes. I remember he came to my dorm and called me to play ta-ti, and we tried to stay up all night. In the end, we both gave up and tried to sleep. LOL. After that camp, he added me on facebook. He claimed that I was the first person from the camp that he looked and added on facebook. I was so happy that time. Yeah, I had a lil crush on him at that time. Ever since we were friends on facebook, we always chatted on facebook. Yeah, I was the one who always started the conversation. And I stayed up most of the nights just to talk to him. There was this one night, I stayed up till 5 am just to talk to him. I was never bored or got tired of talking to him. No joke. I think I must have really liked him at that time. Back then, I was a good girl. I slept before 1am. But after I met him, he made my sleeping time changed. Yes, I still blame him for that until today. LOL. We just kept in touch after that and we exchanged our numbers because we wanted to take pictures from Najib. So we promised to meet at STAD to see Najib. I assumed he was being friendly cause he asked me to go out lunch with him after that. We had lunch at Paparich. OMG I swear he was the first guy I've ever met that could never stop talking, which made me to like him more. IDK was it a coincidence cause my friend texted me that she booked an extra movie ticket for that night. I was still with him and I asked him if he was interested watching a horror movie with my friends and I. At first he said NO because he had plans with his friends. And I forgot what happened, it's either he ditched his friends or the plan got canceled, and he said he wanted to join us for the movies. You don't know how happy I was when he said YES. :D

We had lunch together AGAIN. We look alike right? :p

Look at that smile :D

We were not even together this time but we always have matching tops! p/s : We didn't plan this okay? Hehe  We were in the tennis court waiting for our friends.

Someone took this picture without us knowing about it. :p

We were quite close but we were just friends.

Look at that eye-contact. Eceh. :p

He came to see my performance though he had his midterm in the next day.  He told me he wouldn't come but in the end he surprised me! I was really touched. 

  

He was a very good friend. At that point, I was really hoping that my feelings weren't one sided.

January 7th, 2011
I will never forget this. All thanks to Paranormal Activity 2. :)

This is when we got officially in a relationship with each other. It just happened. We didn't talk about it and we just  went with the flow. We only talked about it on July 8th in super early in the morning. I wish I could turn back time and just stay at that moment. :)

So this is our first couple activity ; charity trip to orphanage.

With the kids <3

I was avoiding a dog. One thing you should know about me, I'm very scared of dogs.  But thank god , he was around to protect me. <3

Emi's belated birthday celebration at Sunway Pyramid in January.

:)

Farhan's early birthday celebration in February.

Look at that face! :D We didn't plan to wear the same  looking-outfit. We looked like some super rockstar right?  Selalu baju sama. Ish. :p

Farhan's birthday party!

Chocolates with his name on it. :)

Our first time joining OC together. It was in March. :)

On April 16th, 2011. A day I shall remember. :)

My first birthday celebration with him. He was my first  boyfriend to celebrate my birthday. Thank you bei. :)

Same colour t-shirt again!

Another shot of us. :)

We wore the same colour tops again though we were faraway. He was back in his hometown and I was in MMU.

<3

My very first event that I organized in MMU. Dang! I was so proud of myself. To the haters and so-called-friends, IN YOUR FACE! Thanks for not supporting me at that time. Alhamdulillah I managed to pull this event up though some of my friends were not being supportive. And a special big thank to my awesome friends that have been always there for me; Farah, Fisah, Salis, Kiat bei, Nadhirah, Omar and others.  Without your help, I'd be nothing. Thanks for believing in me. Hehe. My bf never stop supporting me in whatever I do, that's why I always have the balls to do something. Thanks baobei. :)

We went to Jambu's uncle's wedding. He didn't want to go initially, but I made him to. Sorry bei.

Do we have similar smile? Eceh.

June OC.

Penang trip!

My favourite picture of all. :)

Black and yellow. -Wiz Khalifa. LOL

He came to CAC orientation just to support my emcee-ing. Such a great boyfriend right? )

Last picture taken before we broke up somewhere in July.

<3

So we broke up for 7 months. In these 7 months period, I learnt a lot of things. I really hated July 5th, 2011 before this. But now I realised, without July 5th, I would never know how much he meant to me. So it's true that in relationship, we have ups and downs. I've been going through so-called hell for 7 months. I had to blog what I truly felt during that period. I was really weak. I really thank Fisah for asking me to blog about it and let everything out on my blog. I felt really good doing that. Yeah, some of my friends called me pathetic or whatsoever for blogging about my breakups but frankly speaking, it helped me a lot. I may seem strong and independent but I'm also very weak. Maybe some of you know how it feels to be like me. I'm a workaholic and I don't care about what people say about me. I always do stuffs alone. When he first came to my life, he made me to be so dependent on him. I was/am very thankful of his presence. It feels so nice to have someone to hold onto when you're feeling super down. Although we already broke up that time, sometimes we would talk to each other, being friendly towards each other.

Bumped into him with his new gf when I first clubbed at MOS, Sunway. You don't know how it feels to see him  holding other girl's hands. It was tough. It was supposed to be a great night. But IDK why we just kept bumping into each other.

We joined OC together but this time not as a couple anymore. It was in October.

We were friends and both of us were quite cool with each other at that time.

Another Christmas celebration with him. I didn't expect to see him during Christmas. In X'max 2010, we celebrated together. So when we went to Sarah's party, it's kind of celebrating it together. Ergh that time! IDK why I kept bumping into him. It made me went crazy!

Yeah, happy friends. I was really glad that we could still be friends after what had happened to us. Alhamdulillah. :)

Ian's Christmas party.

Jeng jeng jeng!

After that, February came! :) In February, we started talking back like really talk. Somehow, the connection and chemistry were still there, and both of us were quite comfortable with each other. We talked about almost everything and the feelings started to grow back again. Last time, we used to had this perfect or right timing. I always come and find him at the right time. Like in February, we both felt right and it was the right time to get back together. Until know, we still have that right timing. And it's true about good things happen to those who wait patiently. <3

First picture taken as a couple in this new relationship.

We were studying for finals. LOL

Had an awesome dinner at MidValley Mall.

Went to Jacq's birthday party. Hehe

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One Utama!

He loves me liddat :p

My bff and my bf. <3

Nad's birthday party. 

During March '12 OC. Came back early to Cyber to surprise him.

Worked together at Proton's event.

He tried to hug me. Silly him

Both in white! :D

Had an awesome date in KL :)

Melaka trip!

He droves us to Melaka! :D

He met my mom, finally. I talked to mom about us getting back together. Mom was pretty shocked about it. After all those months, finally she asked me, "WHAT TRULY HAPPENED BETWEEN YOU GUYS BEFORE THIS? WHY DID YOU BREAK UP?' . Now, mom is pretty okay about us dating again. She's accepting it slowly but she told me once, she likes Kiat a lot. :) hehe

My birthday! I have always wished that we could celebrate my birthday together. Never knew  it truly happened. I was really glad that we celebrated my birthday for the second time. <3

My birthday surprise! My friends called him to join the surprise party. How sweet of them.  :)

At Carmen's birthday. Two retards. LOL

His birthday. <3 Celebrated together for the 2nd time. <3

Birthday boy was sweating like mad on that night! 

Tomorrow is July 5th, a day I shall remember. A day that used to give me nightmares. It's okay, past is past. What matters the most is what we learnt from it. :)

Dear sayang, I love you so much and obviously, you do know about it. I would never get tired of reminding you everyday that I love you. There's a reason we are back together now. Let's make this 2nd chance worth fighting for. 

With love,

Faren Zori

Bei's 21st Birthday!

It's my baobei's 21st birthday! Happy Birthday to you again, my love. I hope you had a great time spending your another birthday with me. I never thought we could celebrate your birthday together again. It's a pleasure to get another opportunity celebrating your birthday for the second time. Sayang, I'm sorry this year wasn't as fun as last year was. I'm just glad that you're still here and I thank you for that. Sorry for being cheesy cause you made me to feel this way. *:p

This was what we did for his 20th birthday.

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10150224263414005&set=vb.690119004&type=2&theater

I miss this. :")

Hope there's gonna be another year for us. I love you.

Your love, 

Faren  

Second year of degree

So the new semester has just started. It's already the 3rd week. Works and assignments are piling up like OMG. By the way, I'm working now as a part time tutor at Enopi. I teach the kids Mathematics. Seriously, I love my job and it's fun, but somehow it's pretty tiring. Studies, work, clubs, family, friends and boyfriend are running in my mind every single day. Some students only have few things in their mind, especially about studies. But I, gosh... There are so many things to deal with, and I have limited time. I don't think I can even have sufficient rest. I just hope that I'll be able to cope. I don't wanna lose my scholarship just because of I have other stuffs to think of rather than studies. Remember, studies are more important than anything. With good results, you can go anywhere you want. So all the best!

Regards,
Faren.

It's all about us

 He Is We - All About Us featuring Owl City

 

Do you hear that love?

They are singing our song.

Have you ever feel that your love story is written in any song?
That's how I feel sometimes.

Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love
Spotlight shine, its all about us
its all about us
And every heart in the room will melt
This is a feeling I've never felt
but its all about us

Have you ever feel this one great feeling but you can't seem to explain it to anyone? It's like you only you know how it feels. Sometimes you just feel like sharing it to the whole world but they can't seem to understand it.

Suddenly, I'm feeling brave
Don't know whats gotten into me
Why I feel this way 

Love can totally change us, either it's a bad or good change. Love can make us stronger and braver. It can also motivates us to do something that we thought we never could do it.

When you meet someone who can make you feel this one feeling that you've never felt, never let the person go. Sometimes you may not get to meet another person like him/her. Sometimes the chance only comes once. So appreciate him/her while you still can. Treasure every second you spend together cause you won't know what will happen in future. They said the future creates present, but for me, it's the other way around. The present creates the future.

Best regards,
Faren

Zaimah Zaini 01022012

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAIMAH ZAINI! <3 Have a great birthday celebration this year! I love you! Thank you for being you for the past a year and a half. It's almost 2 years. WOO. Me love you. Take care.

Hey, it's you. :)

So this is my first time writing about you, so yeah. IDK why am I writing about you but ergh I just feel like to. And I'm sorry. There's no other word that could describe how sorry I am towards you.


A month with you had been great. It was amazing. I never thought I could spend a month with you experiencing so many stuffs with you. You have been a great friend and that's what you are to me right now.

When I was down, you were there to listen to my never ending shits. I even cried in front of you. GOSH.

And your family, your mom and your sister, they were great and so nice! I really like them.

You taught me how to cook pasta. I was amazed by the fact that you can cook better than me. LOL. And I tried to do it when I was back at my hometown. And poof! I can cook now. :p

When I had no car, you drove me to KL for my VISA stuffs. When I was in KL with my friend and I had no transport to go back, you fetched me back home.

I really like the fact that we like the same songs, yeah it's not that odd but still, IT'S THE SAME OLD OR NEW SHITS. Cool.

It was so spontaneous of you to bring me to KL Tower! I've never thought that I would go there with anyone or you. Thank you.

And then, you drove me to Genting. That was really great. It was my first time been to Genting. After you brought me there, I finally understand the meaning of this quote, "It doesn't matter where you wanna go, what matters the most is the person you're going with.".*smile

I was truly happy that you were there to make this trip possible. Thank you very much. :)

And please remember this, "No matter how dark the moment, love and hope are always possible".

With love,
FAREN

07012012

Seriously I really thought that we could last till today. Yes, it seems that I made a mistake. I should have never hold that thought before this. Anyway, cheers to you! :)