You can count on me.

To all my friends out there, I just wanna let you guys know that you can count on me. I love you guys very much. =)

Tell me this.

Hair can grow and we can cut em’ easily anytime, but what about feelings? Is it easy to develop any feelings towards anything and then just throw the feelings away in a day or perhaps in a very short period?

Life as we know it. -WE-

Hurm basically I don’t really know what to put as the title. I chose WE because it has to do with every person who lives in this world, technically. So here it goes. I hate being myself too much. Sometimes I really do hate myself. I tried to be someone else instead of being me. Being me is like the toughest thing that I ever did. I know it sounded like very much hyperbolic right? *sigh. LAME. Before this, once, I was a hypocrite, I was a loser, a terrible liar and pathetic of course. So I moved on, I changed. I became me, just me. Is it me or being me, that I feel like I like myself before? When I was a pathetic liar, people actually accept me but sadly, not everyone because some of them knew about my ‘mask’. But now, I just, I don’t know anymore.  I feel like being hypocrite to myself and others are much better. Sometimes, you have to tell people lies, you have to be hypocrite, to actually make people like us, for ourselves. If you’re just being yourself, do you think people around you can bear with you? Let’s say if you like to laugh like mad, do people actually like? I bet they don’t. The biggest lie that they could tell you on your face that they can bear with your craziness. Well maybe they can bear at times, but not all the times. Sometimes for them, it’s quite irritating and yeah a bit of annoyed of course. Before this I really hate when anyone acted like he/ she is really cool, acted that he/she likes our stuffs, lied to us by telling how good we look in any stupid looking outfits, lied to us by telling that guy/girl might like us although he/she doesn’t return our call, lied to us by telling us that we are not fat but actually we do although we are not that fat, it just maybe we have lack of confidence? They are just trying to make us feel better. But you know what, things like this do exist! We need these kind of things to survive in this cruel world. We need someone to sweeten our bitter life and that’s gonna make our life bittersweet.  But actually it’s not the world who has been cruel to us but apparently PEOPLE. PEOPLE like us whom actually make this world cruel. Do you think that your current friends are your truly friends? Well think again, honey! They might disappear in your sight at any second, so you, I mean us, have to prepare and get ready for this kind of consequences. It might happen, trust me. It has happened to me. And here I am writing about this on blogspot. Kind of pathetic but I just feel like it to share with others. Thanks for reading although you might get offended by reading this. I am sorry for this. LIFE JUST WORK OUT LIKE THAT.

Past

I'm just glad that I've gone through a lot of changes. I am happy with the way I am now. =)

Maybe this is love after all : Re-post

Relationships come with a lot of tribulations. We fight, we yell, we get jealous, we cry, we feel pain, we hurt, we scream, we get frustrated, we get angry, we get upset, we break up and our emotions take us over. So why do we do it? Why would we want to feel not just sad, but truly hurt, sad to the point where your whole body hurts just because of one person, sad to the point where you feel empty when everything falls apart, sad to the point where your heart aches for the company of that being. I’ll tell you why I do it, its because besides all those moments when your stupidity gets in the way of what your truly feeling and you “fight”, the moments when you are truly loving someone are the most touching, astounding, magnificent moments you will ever experience. When two people are just loving each other its magical. And to those of you who are to scared of getting hurt and too scared of the baggage that comes with relationships, let me tell you this, having someone you love and having them love you back is a feeling that you can not substitute. Having someone look at you with such a deep emotion is remarkable. Having someone touch with so much care brings a feeling of weightlessness throughout your whole body. Having someone whisper they love you feels like they screamed it. Having someone to hold your hand at all times just feels special. Having someone to be your best friend and be loyal to you and never lie to you feels so safe. So yeah, relationships suck, breaking up hurts, but having that someone that you feel so comfortable with, someone that you let inside your soul, someone that lets you inside theirs, someone to talk to at all hours during the day, someone to laugh with, someone to fall asleep with, having someone that is your other half for whatever amount of time you are together, is true beauty and I wouldn’t trade it for the world.

Got this from my girlfriend. She's a genius. -Choi May.

EAT, LOVE AND EAT

The food may not be delicious but when you eat with someone that you love, everything will seems and taste good to you.

Life?

Define life? Is life a something that you can mess up with? Something that you can just give up like that? Something that you can take for granted? Of course not, darling. Don't be pathetic. Just live your life to the fullest. Life is short. You should cherish every second of your life. Laughing, crying, being sad, being happy, being and fall in love, get dumped, being excited of small things, crying over small things and etc are parts of life. See? It is normal for you to experience all of these. Life is short, remember that. Try new things are not stupid at all, get addicted of things are stupid, stupid, stupid. Trying out new things are not sins but to get addicted of it is just sick and wrong. Life life life life. how I wonder what you are.. Up above the sky is so high, like a diamond in the sky. So yeah and yeah. Haha. I'm writing this maybe because I feel a bit down. I crap all the time and my mood swings. So do not expect what else will I write and post in future. I'm just unpredictable. LOL!

Bits of Faren

Err basically I just write based on what I feel and think is right although you guys may not agree with my opinions. But that's alright, I don't mind. Woo my first time ever writing on a blog. Kind of nervous. I'm scared if I have too many of grammar errors. Woo so embarrassing but never mind, I'm still in the learning of process. You guys can't blame me for that right. Hehe. So let's start talking about myself. Err I'm Faren, simple but a bit complicated, a big of fan of food (SO NOT CAUSE I AM ON FREAKING DIET), love to talk (I can talk non-stop for hours, HAHA), not that mature, still in the learning process though, like to talk craps, and actually I don't really know myself much. Errm trying to figure it out, hope I will find out soon. Pray for me, will you? Haha. I am 19 and studying in MMU, Cyberjaya which is in Malaysia that is located in Asia, I mean, well you guys know where it is right. I do not have to explain and describe it precisely, right?  Do not let me start with it. Oh please. HAHA. Ermm ermm ermm ermm ermm. Life is funny and full of shits and fun. I would like talk about life in my another post. See ya!