Bits of Faren 6

Bits of Faren

The name given is Nurul Farahin binti Supian Zori but everyone calls me Faren. I got Faren from my dream, a pretty weird dream and sounds like a guy’s name but I like it though. Faren is unique. I am pretty simple and I love simple things. I was born in 1992, where all the good looking guys and girls were born. I came from Ipoh, Perak, where all the nice food is available at. I came from a not so small or big family, but just an ordinary family like everyone does. I was born with a gift of talking non-stop. I can talk for hours, non-stop. That is the only thing I can be proud of.

      The truth about me is that, I have been holding onto a lot of quotes and I even created my very own quotes as well. I was once a failure, so I need a lot of quotes to hold onto to wake me from the dead. I have a favourite one which is, “It is never too late to grow a pair and go after your dream”. I got this quote amazingly from a movie. I learned a lot from movies at times, but not everything is applicable from movies. I have seen a lot of things happening through the lenses of my eyes, and I tried my best to learn something from them but yet, I still make mistakes. Why? It is a human nature to keep on repeating the same mistakes although they know it is wrong. They can only completely learn from the mistakes if only something truly bad happens to them or they get a wake-up call instead.

      I am a very much typical girl, I like pink, I have cute teddy bears and big dreams, not just one but loads. I was once dreamt of myself on the stage, singing, something I know it is very impossible but I have done it before. I sang in front of the crowd on the stage. It was priceless, the experience was priceless. However, singing on the stage is only a part of my dream. What I really want to do in my life is to be able to achieve great things in my life. That is my true dream. It is typical and very general but like I mentioned earlier, I like to keep things simple.

I am not very good with arranging words and saying all the right things, so that is why some people might find me very hard to approach. Some may say that I have the vain look, scariest laughter of all, loud voice but like I mentioned earlier, I am just a typical girl, your ordinary girl next door with extraordinary personality. That is the only thing that differentiates girls, self personality. 

P/s : This is a short essay of mine that I submitted to my lecturer. =)

Friend with Benefit 1

I seriously like what I wore that day. Simple and nice for me =)

On 22nd of OCt, 2011, my friends and I went to Amcorp Mall, PJ and Sunway Pyramid., PJ. Yes, I feel like I am writing a Kindergarten's essay, but who cares? LOL. We went to Amcorp mall just to buy books literally. HAHA. But not me, I didn't wanna buy a book but in the end I bought a book. PFFTT. Our journey to Amcorp Mall has been really fascinating because we got lost! I was the one who drove and I didn't know ways in PJ, so don't blame me for getting lost. So we stopped and asked around the ways to get us to Amcorp Mall. And when we reach there, we felt good. Hehe . But when we wanna head to Sunway and we wanna get ourselves out from there, we got lost, AGAIN. We had too many U-turns and dead roads. Sad thing to know, yes, I know that. So when we were trying to get ourself out from PJ, we were so desperate to ask around. So I stopped at a traffic because of the red light and I asked a car driver next to my car. It was funny though, but who cares. As long as I can get ourselves out from there safely, I'm cool with it. *laugh. What-An-Experience we had! *smile.

Wow BOOKS!

And after that, we continue our journey to Subang to have our lunch at Gold Chilli, SS15. I had my yummy butter chicken rice. It was so good! We made Mars and Nad waited for us more than 30 minutes. I felt bad. We were supposed to reach earlier but due to the jam we had and lost our way out, we were late. Thank god they ordered appetizers first to fill up their empty tummies. Seriously, I felt really bad towards them. Grrr.

Friends With Benefit - Eevone, Zai, Nad

Friends With Benefit -Nad & Me

Friends With Benefit -Nad, Zai & Me

Friends With Benefit -Nad, Eevone, Mars, Zai & Carmen

After we had lunch, we went to Sunway Pyramid for SHOPPING! I told myself not to buy anything cause I was lack of pocket money and I was saving a bit for Sher's upcoming birthday celebration. OMG! Can't wait for Sher's birthday! HEHE. SO SO SO EXCITED.

I look like I didn't wear any pair of pants right? I was too busy trying out clothes so had no time to alter my outfit. HEHE

Thought of getting it but they said it was not worth it and I have too much of Leopard pattern clothes.

Dang! I spent more than RM200 yesterday! Shit shit shit. Not good. If my mom and dad find out about this, seriously they are gonna kill me, literally kill me! Oh no! So this gonna be a little secret between us, okay? so nice of you. *wink wink.

I bought two Leopard pattern tops! And I already have a lot! I think I'm obsessed with Leopard patterns. Not good, not good. I have a two leopard pattern dresses, three tops of leopard pattern and a pair of blue leopard leggings. T_T Silly me. Oh and I spent more than an hour in Cotton On! OMG! I tried putting on lots of clothes. I went into the fitting room three freaking times! Oh god. Not cool, not cool. At last I decided to get two tops and a blazer from Cotton On and I got myself a top from Forever 21 as well. So nice! hehe

Friends With Benefit -Eevone

Snow Ice RM7.50 - Seriously, it was really good!

Carmen's and Zai's porridge. Super good as well!

My Korean Rice. So nice. Very sticky as well. I like the egg soup!

Eevone's Jan Chi Guk Su. Delicious!

My Dak Bokem - Rice with Spicy Chicken. SO GOOD!

After shopping. me and my friends went for a dinner. This time, Mars and Nad couldn't join us for dinner cause they have to get home early. So it was just me, Zai, Carmen and Eevone. Eevone and I had our very first Korean meals and the boring BFF (Zai and Carmen) had their boring porridges for our dinner. =p

Then we went for a movie! We watched What's Your Number?! It was a good movie. I love it! It was very sweet and cute. Me likey it very muchie. Hehe.

In the toilet as you can see. =p

We had a lot of photo session yesterday. Dang! But the most important thing is WE HAD FUN. =)


Regards,
Faren Zori.

You don't know.

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
hu die zha ji ci yan jing

才学会飞行
cai xue hui fei xing

夜空洒满了星星
ye kong sa man le xing xing

但几颗会落地
dan ji ke hui luo di

我飞行 但你坠落之际
wo fei xing dan ni zhui luo zhi ji

很靠近 还听见呼吸
hen kao jin huan ting jian hu xi

对不起 我却没捉紧你
dui bu qi wo que mei zhuo jin ni
你不知道我为什么离开你
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu

碎了满地
sui le man di

在心里清晰
zai xin li qing xi

你不知道我为什么狠下心
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

盘旋在你看不见的高空里
pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

多的是 你不知道的事
duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
hu die zha ji ci yan jing

才学会飞行
cai xue hui fei xing

夜空洒满了星星
ye kong sa man le xing xing

但几颗会落地
dan ji ke hui luo di


我飞行 但你坠落之际
wo fei xing dan ni zhui luo zhi ji

很靠近 还听见呼吸
hen kao jin huan ting jian hu xi

对不起 我却没捉紧你
dui bu qi wo que mei zhuo jin ni


你不知道我为什么离开你
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu

碎了满地
sui le mandi

在心里清晰
zai xin li qing xi

你不知道我为什么狠下心
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

盘旋在你看不见的高空里
pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

多的是 你不知道的事
duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi


我飞行 但你坠落之际
wo fei xing dan ni zhui luo zhi ji


你不知道我为什么离开你
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi

你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu

碎了满地
sui le man di

在心里清晰
zai xin li qing xi

你不知道我为什么狠下心
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin

盘旋在你看不见的高空里
pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li

多的是 你不知道的事
duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi

Translation : 

How many times does a butterfly blink

Before it learns to fly?
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
But how many will remain there?

Even as I fly, you fall
So close I can hear you breathe
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

You don't know why I had to leave you
How I could ignore you every cry
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
So clearly pierced my heart
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
So many are the things you never knew

How many times does a butterfly blink
Before it learns to fly?
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
But how many will there remain?
Even as I fly, you fall
So close I can hear you breathe
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

You don't know why I had to leave you
How I couldn't ignore you every cry
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
So clearly pierced my heart
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
So many are the things you never knew

Even as I fly, you fall

You don't know why I had to leave you
How I could ignore you every cry
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
So clearly pierced my heart
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
Too many are the things you never knew




I love this song so much. =)

Girlfriends.

20th of Oct, 2011. Went out with these two awesome girls. The best threesome ever. =)

It is so amazing to meet two of you. God. I am so lucky to have friends like you girls. The most epic of all is three of us broke up at the same time. Well not exactly at the same time but yeah the difference is just few days. OMG! Such coincidence! But okay not gonna go with the break up thingy anymore for now, moving on to the next thing. I really had a wonderful time with you two. Though it was not long enough. but it was alright. As long we had fun, laughed at each other's stupid faces and jokes. And sometimes, TERMENUNG. Aiya that one biasa la. Hehe. When I was driving, we heard some emo songs and we sang em' together. We increased the radio volume and  we sang our heart out. It was really fun! Yeah, we had our pancakes at the Paddington, The Curve! It was so good. We told ourselves not to take pictures in the toilet, but in the end, we still take pictures in the toilet! So sad and pathetic. =p. But whatever la, as long as we had fun! =) I am looking forward to our next random trip okay! =) Love both of you

Dedicated to Goh Siew Jean and Sher Wyn.


With love,
Faren

I am so sorry.

Goh Siew Jean wrote this when I was driving her home. When I reached home only I noticed that she left me a note.

Goh Siew Jean, I am truly sorry. I'll quit. I know it is not good. Babe seriously, thank you. As I am writing this, my tears are falling. I won't smoke to distress myself anymore. I should do something else. Smoking is ain't healthy. Yes, I know. I will stop smoking. I am so sorry cause I smoked in front of you just now. Your face terus berubah when you see me smoking. I could see the pain in the eyes. I am so sorry again. I won't do it anymore. I love you.

Dreams

This is what I always do. I love camera a lot. Hehe, This is one of my dreams. I wanna be a model. But I'm not skinny enough. So soon, yes I'll be skinny. And I'm gonna live a happier life. =)

THE OC FAMILY.

Lik Wei the Big Assy, Dharsh and Kim the Good Boy.

My budds

His ass is sure one big assy. =p

TGK and Taz

Pennys and Diana

=)

Amos, modelling much? =)

High faces

Cute, I know.=)

   

Life 2?

I was the Mobile OC for this group. It was cool yaw. We won the 3rd place for the Freshies Night. Hehe. Though orientation ends, we still keep in touch with each other and lepak like this. So cool right? I like them. They are fun. Hehe

Bits of Faren 5

Seriously, I fell like I'm in a mess. I feel like there is no point of me doing things that I am doing. I feel so invisible. I did a lot of things but it just nothing gets back to me. I want  good things, please. Yes, I'm nagging but who cares. It's not even a crime to nag. I just wish that what I have now is a good thing and will lead to a lot of good things. Please, I just want to live my life. I did a lot of things to make me thin. I changed my hairstyle cause I get bored of the old look that I used to have. I don't want anyone to notice me but it just i wanna get noticed by him. It's pathetic. It's not like I want him back. I just wanna show him that my life is just getting really good without him Yes, I live a very happy life. I have Siew Jean to hold onto. And IDK why I'm crying as I'm writing this. I thank god cause I moved on. I moved on. Thank god. =') Alhamdulillah.

Rainbow.

I just love this girl very much. She has been a good listener. She has always been there for me no matter what happens. I would drive to Damansara just to see her so, my days will get brighter. Seriously, GOH SIEW JEAN, you are such a nice friend. IDK where to find a friend like you. Yes, they say there are billions of people in this world and I should keep my options open but do I look like I freaking travel the whole world just to see the others and find someone else? No, you are just one and will be the only one Jeanie I have. I love you. <3

Regards,
Faren.

Bits of Faren 4

I just hope everything will run smoothly. I do not wanna mess and play around since I screwed my finals. It is okay. It is a part of life that I should go through which is to get screwed. I was upset but now not anymore. I feel great! I wish I won't ever get back to the old me. =)

To get things right

Is it possible for me to get things right? Yes, it is possible as long as I put a lot of effort on it. Sometimes, my good intentions, people took em' mistakenly. It's alright. I don't blame them for that. I hope everything will just get better. I am seriously in making a move to change things around me. But before that, I wanna change things in myself. Things won't work out if I keep on eyes on the external issues compared to the internals. So I need to improve myself first. This may take time but it's alright. I don't mind. It is something good. I don't wanna rush things and make a sudden change. I want a permanent change, not temporary change. So just wish me all the best okay? =)

I Just Don't Care Anymore

You people keep on complaining on a lot of things. Auw come on! If perfections are what you are looking for, what are the purposes you're learning? I just don't get it. You get things without paying any single penny of yours but you still wanna complaint? Auw come on! Grow a pair and stop complaining. Now I feel like I wanna complaint about this stupid attitude and I'm gonna become like you people as well. So in the end, EVERYONE COMPLAINTS. The End.

Bit of Faren 3

I miss you, 127. I could be lying if I say I don't miss you. It just I miss you so much. =']

Shorties

I eat, I regret, I cry, I gain, I eat again, I lose, I talk, I sing, I play, I love, I nag, I hate. That's what I do all the time. =)

EAT, LOVE AND EAT 2

IKEA Meatball. Super awesome! RM10 for 10. So so so nice. Suddenly, I'm craving for it now. =(

Bits of Faren 2

Do you know how awesome life would be if you just appreciate things around you? Stop nagging and complaining too much about stuffs. You ain't perfect and so do I.

You're sad? Heartbroken? Trust me, every man on earth feels that too. Not just you. You are not alone. You think you are the only one who is bearing with unbearable pain? Think again! There are zillions of other people are feeling worst than you. You are not a handicap as you reading this, you are not in coma as you reading this, you are just healthy to enjoy wonderful food and go to amazing places in the world as you reading this, you are not in the country that has war on going as you reading this, you are just another normal human being that having or had a bad day. See how lucky you are cause you don't have to get through all of these like the other people. Just be grateful and never ever give up on your life.

Life is too short to be wasted,  so make use of all the time you have. And do not forget to give yourself a break! You're gonna need it after you've worked so hard to achieve your dreams. And it is never too late for you to grow a pair and go after your dream. Not to forget, BE HAPPY and NEVER PUT DOWN YOUR SMILE, EVER! =)

With lots of love,
FAREN.

My awesome housemates!

I am one sure lucky girl to have you both around. I've stayed with you too for more than a year. Couldn't believe at first, but you both made it to this far! Tahan dengan aku setahun lebih doh! I love you both. Thanks for being my roommates for a year and now my housemates. AWESOME! =)

My Jeanie's Sweet 19. =)

 My two hot single girls. =)

 My pretty Sher Wyn. =)

 Happy Birthday Jeanie. I love you loads! =)

 Sexy little cute face. hehe

 She likes it there because it was sho nice. =p

 AWESOME CAMWHORING.

 I love this pic a lot

Sher Wyn, we both can do this. We are strong girls. We do not need to think about the past anymore. Like you said, "Do not long things in the past. There are reasons why they never make it to your future. I'll keep that on my mind." FOREVER. =)