You were the Apple of My Eye

You used to be the reason I smiled, the reason I cried. But now, I don't know anymore. Sometimes I smile, sometime I cry. But you don't know about that. It's okay. Yes, you were the apple of my eye. When I was watching You Are The Apple Of My Eye movie, I thought about you. It's true. You would never stop trying to get things that you like and to make it yours. Just what happen to us. We were so much fun and happier when we were seeing each other. Hell came after we start dated officially. Why? Because I stopped trying. I stopped to make you happy instead I brought hell to you. I was the pain in your ass, I remember when  you said that. I cried really bad when you told me that. I hoped that I wasn't the one who gave you all the pains and difficulties throughout our relationship. When you told me you were not happy, I was really scared that you would leave, yes, you left after that. There were so many things you said and  you promised, but all oh them meant nothing now. IDK what has been holding me onto you. Memories? What we had? Hurm IDK. The memories are fading now. GOOD. MidValley brought me to think back again when we had our first date. I watched YTAOME at MidValley mall. It was so much fun when we were just friends .My fault, yes, my fault. Why on earth did I stop trying? I stopped looking good for you, I stopped exercising, I stopped making good impressions to your friends, I stopped listening to you, I stopped saving our relationship. It's okay. I've learned my lessons. In my future relationship, I will try my best not to do that. You were and still are a part of my learning process. You were never a mistake to me. But I heard that you told around that I was a mistake to you. So was  I? Erm I don't wanna know the answer cause the truth hurts so much. Here I am, wishing you all the best with your new girlfriend. I am so happy for you. Seeing you're happy makes me happy at the same time. What I learned from YTAOMYE movie, if you truly like or love someone, you would wish all the best to him/her if he/she is happy with the right person. *smile

Do watch the movie, you'll get touched and you're gonna cry EXACTLY LIKE I DID. *smile