To ayah.

Ayah, why do you always bring up that issues? Yes, I know it was completely my fault for getting too emotional with stuffs till I lost interest in my studies. Ayah don't be mean la. It wasn't my intention to get bad results. But I passed anyway ayah, and I reached the JPA requirements. Still not enough is it? I don't like accounting. Why do you always make me to do things I dislike? I know I'm your daughter and I should obey you but ergh ayah..... Don't judge me on what had happened last semester. I know you're being mean because you want the best from me. I know ayah, I will prove to you. I'm gonna do better this semester. I would not let my emotional take over control me anymore. I'll be smart and I'll act smart. Ayah, I <3 you.

That Should Be Me

Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other girl,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me?
Does she love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't!


That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Getting your gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me


That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' her where we used to go and where we planned to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,
It's working 'cause you know that,...

That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me ,

Getting your gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me

I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!!!






Nice. You just broke my heart again when I found out that you went to the places that we planned to go together, with her. Thanks again. Appreciate it much.

You were the Apple of My Eye

You used to be the reason I smiled, the reason I cried. But now, I don't know anymore. Sometimes I smile, sometime I cry. But you don't know about that. It's okay. Yes, you were the apple of my eye. When I was watching You Are The Apple Of My Eye movie, I thought about you. It's true. You would never stop trying to get things that you like and to make it yours. Just what happen to us. We were so much fun and happier when we were seeing each other. Hell came after we start dated officially. Why? Because I stopped trying. I stopped to make you happy instead I brought hell to you. I was the pain in your ass, I remember when  you said that. I cried really bad when you told me that. I hoped that I wasn't the one who gave you all the pains and difficulties throughout our relationship. When you told me you were not happy, I was really scared that you would leave, yes, you left after that. There were so many things you said and  you promised, but all oh them meant nothing now. IDK what has been holding me onto you. Memories? What we had? Hurm IDK. The memories are fading now. GOOD. MidValley brought me to think back again when we had our first date. I watched YTAOME at MidValley mall. It was so much fun when we were just friends .My fault, yes, my fault. Why on earth did I stop trying? I stopped looking good for you, I stopped exercising, I stopped making good impressions to your friends, I stopped listening to you, I stopped saving our relationship. It's okay. I've learned my lessons. In my future relationship, I will try my best not to do that. You were and still are a part of my learning process. You were never a mistake to me. But I heard that you told around that I was a mistake to you. So was  I? Erm I don't wanna know the answer cause the truth hurts so much. Here I am, wishing you all the best with your new girlfriend. I am so happy for you. Seeing you're happy makes me happy at the same time. What I learned from YTAOMYE movie, if you truly like or love someone, you would wish all the best to him/her if he/she is happy with the right person. *smile

Do watch the movie, you'll get touched and you're gonna cry EXACTLY LIKE I DID. *smile

BBQ Madness

A year of friendship. We were classmates, coursemates, studymates but now, not anymore. Such a sad thing. But that doesn't mean it is the end of friendship. So yeah, we went to Bagan Lalang Beach just to have our BBQ session. All thanks to or dearie Ajim for organising this. Thanks loads ah boy! And we celebrated Izhan's belated birthday as well! The night weather was really good. It was cold and just nice. Me likey there. And not to forget to mention that we went there with 5 cars. So cool! =)

Nabil, Mia, Jambu and Me. =)

Mia!

May!

GILA

Akmal

Azizy.

Ajim.

Nabil.

Fahmi and Jambu. =)

Azrie.

Zamrey.

Our BBQ! =)

Jul.

Siam mali! Chnnakporn!

Jambu

Happy belated ah boy! Izhan.

Faidz

My cute Sami. =D

THE Lovebirds. =)

I can cook yaw! SO NOT!

Jambu with his medley.

YUMMY!

The Girls - Mia and Choi May a.k.a Melayu Celup. LOL

The Guys - Jambu, Nabil, Zul, Faidz, Azrie, Fahmy, Akmal, Chnnak, Sami,Zamrey, Azizy, Ajim and Izhan!

US.

GILA

17th of November, 2011.

Regards,
Faren.

My Triple 11

 On 11.11.11, I spent the whole day with these 3 people. OMG! It was so random. We went to so many places. We went to Jaya One for Zara's warehouse and after that we went to SS2 for lunch. We had lunch at Jojo Little Kitchen. For Muslims, I don't really recommend you guys to eat there cause it's not halal. I had a bowl of Noodles with Soup and fish balls (I forgot what was the name) and it was really good, like really good. I like the noodles! It was good! Hehe. And then we went to SS2 Mall for another round of shopping. LOL. After SS2 Mall, we went to Sunway Pyramid for another round of shopping. It was so random. Lik Wei was fine with everything. Lik Wei, YOU SO COOL LA! Hehehe. We had dinner at Gold Chilli, SS15 and then we had double deserts at Black Ball and Snowflakes. It was really crazy though! Double deserts! Can you imagine that? After we had our Black Ball, we went for Snowflakes! Grr. Crazy! Then, we went to The Geographer! My favourite place! I had my fried lotus with salted egg. It was really good. My favourite!!! I would like to thank to these 3 not-lifeless people for spending their triple 11 with me. Seriously, THANKS. I heart you guys. =) <3

Tingky, me and Mandy

ZARA's Warehouse.

Our butler of the day! Thanks Lik Wei! =)

OUR PROVES OF THE DAY! LOL

30th of October, 2011

SHER WYN's 19th BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! 

Good Morning Xiao Koo!

Before we went out to The Curve.

Me looking silly with Jeanie.

Grabbed our lunch @ IKEA.

On Sher's big day. Looking pretty love =)

We tried on exactly the same dress!

Shopping @ The Curve.

Sher and Alwin

Movie @ Cineleisure. Paranormal Activity 3.

Dinner @ Tony Romas

My two lovely girls. I miss you both. ='(

Sher's favourite spot : TOILET

Mid Valley

Silly looking faces with makeup. LOL

Jeanie the witch! LOL

Ade kaki sibuk la kat belakang tuh. LOL

With our cute Xiao Koo Koo =p

Cute faces of us!

GILA. hehe

Me love you both okay!

Sisterhood love. =)

Dear Sher Wyn, I've only known you for 3 months only but we got really close like really close. Me love you very much okay? Thanks for giving me KATA-KATA SEMANGAT. Do you know that I would never be strong as this if it was not because of you? Thanks again Sher. You are one strong girl okay! And I think you know that better. I hope you had an awesome birthday celebration though many thing happened on your big day. But screw em', I had fun. I spent my weekend with you guys. It was really fun. I got to know Alwin and Xiao Koo if it was not because of Jeanie. Thanks for inviting me staying over at your place ar Alwin. Thanks a lot. You guys made my days like seriously. I miss you guys. =(