Bits of Faren 5

Seriously, I fell like I'm in a mess. I feel like there is no point of me doing things that I am doing. I feel so invisible. I did a lot of things but it just nothing gets back to me. I want  good things, please. Yes, I'm nagging but who cares. It's not even a crime to nag. I just wish that what I have now is a good thing and will lead to a lot of good things. Please, I just want to live my life. I did a lot of things to make me thin. I changed my hairstyle cause I get bored of the old look that I used to have. I don't want anyone to notice me but it just i wanna get noticed by him. It's pathetic. It's not like I want him back. I just wanna show him that my life is just getting really good without him Yes, I live a very happy life. I have Siew Jean to hold onto. And IDK why I'm crying as I'm writing this. I thank god cause I moved on. I moved on. Thank god. =') Alhamdulillah.