FOLLW MY NEW BLOG, THIS BLOG IS DEAD

Hey whaddup people!

I'm back!

LOLZ

Anyways, I decided to move on to my new blog. This blog is pretty dead and I don't feel like writing here anymore. So do follow me at http://farenzori.blogspot.com/!

Thanks. See ya there!

XOXO
Faren

12th of February

It's 12 of February! Ooooh Yeah. A new start. All the best Faren :)

Being strong.

Cause no matter how strong you are, there's always that one thing that's gonna pull you back. Your family and friends are the ones gonna pick you up when you fall. But you are the strongest when you can get up by yourself.

Family

Sometimes I wonder why can I love someone that has no blood relation with me, more than I love my family, for example my ex-boyfriend. At one point, I felt like I loved him more than I love my family. I want to love my family unconditionally, but I just dont know how. I guess I can never be a good daughter to my parents and a good example to my siblings. I dont know how to show how much I love them, especially my parents. I wish and I pray that one day, I will be the daughter that you both been wanting since ever. I will try my best, I promise. I love you Ma and Ayah, I do. :")

When studying doesn't make sense anymore

3 more papers to go and hello CNY! I can't wait for holidays! Yes, holidays. <3

xoxo

When should you give up on a friendship?

When should you give up on a friendship?
In my opinion, when it's no longer a two-way thing.
For short, when it's not worth it anymore.

It's hard, but sometimes you just have to do it.

Read this if you're in such dilemma : http://friendship.about.com/od/Breaking_Up_With_a_Friend/a/When-Should-You-Give-Up-On-A-Friendship.htm

You're most welcome.

Have a good day.

Love,
Faren.

Redhead

Hi, I'm back to being a half-redhead.

Put your glass down today!

Something I got from Facebook. :)

A Professor began his class by holding up a glass with some water in it. He held it up for all to see & asked the students “How much do you think this
glass wei

ghs? ”'50g!' ....'100g!' ..... '125g'.. the students answered. “I really don't know unless I weigh it, ”said the professor, “but, my question is: What would happen if I held it up like thisfor a few minutes?
”'Nothing' …..the students said 'Ok what would happen if I held it up like this for an hour?' the professor asked. 'Your arm would begin to ache' said one of the student. “You're right, now what would happenif I held it for a day?” “Your arm could go numb, you might have severe muscle stress & paralysis &have to go to hospital for sure!”… ventured another student & all
the students laughed … “Very good, But during all this,did the weight of the glass change?” asked the professor. ‘No’…. Was the answer. “Then what caused the arm ache & the muscle stress?”The students were puzzled. “What should I do now to come out of
pain?” asked professor again.‘Put the glass down!’ said one of the students. “Exactly!” said the professor. Life's problems are something like this. Hold
it for a few minutes in your head and they seem OK. Think of them for a long time and they begin to ache.Hold it even longer and they begin to paralyze
you. You will not be able to do anything.

It's important to think of the challenges or problems in your life,but EVEN MORE IMPORTANT is to "PUT THEM DOWN" at the end of every day beforeYou go to sleep. That way, you are not stressed, you wake up every day fresh and strong and can handle any issue, any challenge that comes your way!

So,Remember my friend to …'PUT THE GLASS DO

WN TODAY!




:)

What is love?

"When you love someone so much, you will sacrifice. But the greatest love is when you can let go.Without sacrifice, love is just another word."

Faren

Faith

Something to keep me strong.

http://sherwyn92.blogspot.com/2012/11/faith.html

Thanks Sher.

Dear friend, it's time to move on.

Dear Z,

How long has it been? 2 years? *smiles It's time to move on. Yes, it's hard but IT IS POSSIBLE. I've been there and I got hurt TWICE. *laughs Dey so funny leh got hurt by two girls weyh. *laughsmovebackandforth But I've moved on. Yes, I've moved on. And you probably know it best cause I've told you about this and you were there when I had the troubles to move on. I bet you can move on as well. You will eventually let it go. *smiles

My past : I still remember how much Nur Kamalia Huda (Leeya) meant to me and the memories we had. It was so hard for me to move on but then, I met Mufidah Mustafa. I started to forget about Leeya because I was having fun with my new bff, Mufidah. Sadly, it did not last. Mufidah started to change and she said the same thing Leeya used to tell me, which is, "Takpela, kau kan banyak kawan." They clearly did not understand the differences between having lots of friends and having ONE best friend. *sigh Even though I have a lot of friends, I will never forget/neglect my best friend. It's a curse, I tell you! LOL. Sometimes, I even secretly look at my old photos and smile. It's good to look back sometimes, but not all the time. I have to admit that I still stalk them (creepy LOL) and look at their pictures. I wish both of them all the best in their lives. To see them happy and have a great life, are pretty enough for me. I could not ask for more. And you should probably do that as well.

"Friends are easy to find. But when it comes to best friend, it's pretty hard." 

I think we both are very clear with this statement, right? *smiles

Anyway my point is, MOVE ON and live in the present. There are reasons for everything. It would be much better if we do not know what the reasons are. It should be remained UNKNOWN. Cheer up and live your life. 

With love,

Faren.

#50thingsaboutmyboyfriend

Hi. So #50thingsaboutmyboyfriend was trending on twitter last two months, I decided to write to my boyfriend.

IDK how did we end up like this.  LOL. We were at Ian's place. Credit to Amos for this picture.  Hehe

Here are the fews that I wrote to him

He's short but I can always see him no matter what, or if anyone/thing would block my sight.
His skin colour is super fair and his skin is like a baby's skin.
He may seem to care less but he cares about me more than I know.
He loves his family more than anything. Family is always first to him.
He may not have the prettiest girlfriend and he doesn't care about it.
He's obsessed with his body. Sometimes I even think he loves to work out more than he loves me.
He's stupid enough to be with me.
He doesn't know that I like to take pictures of him without having him noticing about it.
Stinson wannabe, Stifler #1 fan.
He likes chilli pan mee a lot.
He would do anything to make his family happy and he even willing to sacrifice his own happiness.
He loves kids a lot.
He dislikes korean guys cause they are too pretty.
He doesn't know how to say no.
He's a moderate a guy and lack of a lot of things.
He loves driving so much.
He's a kind hearted guy.
He wears pink!

And I thought he would never write back to me, but in the end, HE DID! :)

#50thingsaboutmygirlfriend

Loves her bf like gila babi.
Get stress easily.
Not afraid of driving a big ass car.
Can drive manual well.
Loves sushi especially SAKAE SUSHI.
Willing to do almost anything to help her friends and of course her bf.
Loves to camwhore LVL 100000000
BEAUTIFUL.
Has a loud laugh that can make her whole body moves.
Always like to compare herself with other people.
Always feeling insecure of her physical appearance.
Loves korean dramas and movies and romance movies.
Sometimes she doesn't give a damn about her appearance for eg. going to class with her wet hair or baju tidur.
Outgoing and independent.
Eventhough she's a superwoman, she still needs someone to be there for her. I'm so lucky to have her.
Always there for me no matter what.
Loves kids.
Plays dota. (major turn on)

He knows me well, in fact he knows me better than anyone. I'm very very very lucky to have him as my partner. He always tell me this, "Sayang, always remember that we're a team."


With LOL(lotsoflove). :)

It can't be cure

"I shouldn't have talked to you last time. I should have just ignored you."

Words that cause me a lot of pain. Thank you. I will remember this.

Accounting, why are you so boring? ERGH

So, I had no morning class today, but I have cocu class at late evening later. Ergh I'm so lazy. Can I just skip my class? Ergh no! 80% attendance. Gila babi tinggi! Haha look at my stupid faces. Accounting is a no no to me. Can I change to an easier course, please? LOL

Tired for no reason.

I dislike everything that has to do with Auditing. Ergh. Especially the lecturer.

TAX- WHY YOU SO FULL OF WORDS?! :O

FAR2 - WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME LOOK STUPID?!

I DON'T WANNA STUDY!!!!! :"(

Irreplaceable.

 I met him in MMU Contsruct Camp 2010 in December, that year. He was sitting somewhere near me. At that time, we both didn't even know who the heck we are. I never thought that I would actually met my other half in that camp. :)

I was sitting right behind me. Can you see me? LOL

We both had no idea that we sat close to each other at that time. In the next activity, as you can see, we were standing quite near to each other. LOL

Me : Green T-Shirt Kiat : Yellow T-Shirt

LOL. We were in the same group to cross the bridge.

I still remember he came to me and asked me how did I feel when I was doing abseiling cause he knew that i was scared of height, so did him. I was talking to him but IDK what happened, someone called me to play other stuffs so I didn't get to talk to him after that. During that camp, we always sat next to each other and talked non-stop. We even played tai-ti sometimes. I remember he came to my dorm and called me to play ta-ti, and we tried to stay up all night. In the end, we both gave up and tried to sleep. LOL. After that camp, he added me on facebook. He claimed that I was the first person from the camp that he looked and added on facebook. I was so happy that time. Yeah, I had a lil crush on him at that time. Ever since we were friends on facebook, we always chatted on facebook. Yeah, I was the one who always started the conversation. And I stayed up most of the nights just to talk to him. There was this one night, I stayed up till 5 am just to talk to him. I was never bored or got tired of talking to him. No joke. I think I must have really liked him at that time. Back then, I was a good girl. I slept before 1am. But after I met him, he made my sleeping time changed. Yes, I still blame him for that until today. LOL. We just kept in touch after that and we exchanged our numbers because we wanted to take pictures from Najib. So we promised to meet at STAD to see Najib. I assumed he was being friendly cause he asked me to go out lunch with him after that. We had lunch at Paparich. OMG I swear he was the first guy I've ever met that could never stop talking, which made me to like him more. IDK was it a coincidence cause my friend texted me that she booked an extra movie ticket for that night. I was still with him and I asked him if he was interested watching a horror movie with my friends and I. At first he said NO because he had plans with his friends. And I forgot what happened, it's either he ditched his friends or the plan got canceled, and he said he wanted to join us for the movies. You don't know how happy I was when he said YES. :D

We had lunch together AGAIN. We look alike right? :p

Look at that smile :D

We were not even together this time but we always have matching tops! p/s : We didn't plan this okay? Hehe  We were in the tennis court waiting for our friends.

Someone took this picture without us knowing about it. :p

We were quite close but we were just friends.

Look at that eye-contact. Eceh. :p

He came to see my performance though he had his midterm in the next day.  He told me he wouldn't come but in the end he surprised me! I was really touched. 

  

He was a very good friend. At that point, I was really hoping that my feelings weren't one sided.

January 7th, 2011
I will never forget this. All thanks to Paranormal Activity 2. :)

This is when we got officially in a relationship with each other. It just happened. We didn't talk about it and we just  went with the flow. We only talked about it on July 8th in super early in the morning. I wish I could turn back time and just stay at that moment. :)

So this is our first couple activity ; charity trip to orphanage.

With the kids <3

I was avoiding a dog. One thing you should know about me, I'm very scared of dogs.  But thank god , he was around to protect me. <3

Emi's belated birthday celebration at Sunway Pyramid in January.

:)

Farhan's early birthday celebration in February.

Look at that face! :D We didn't plan to wear the same  looking-outfit. We looked like some super rockstar right?  Selalu baju sama. Ish. :p

Farhan's birthday party!

Chocolates with his name on it. :)

Our first time joining OC together. It was in March. :)

On April 16th, 2011. A day I shall remember. :)

My first birthday celebration with him. He was my first  boyfriend to celebrate my birthday. Thank you bei. :)

Same colour t-shirt again!

Another shot of us. :)

We wore the same colour tops again though we were faraway. He was back in his hometown and I was in MMU.

<3

My very first event that I organized in MMU. Dang! I was so proud of myself. To the haters and so-called-friends, IN YOUR FACE! Thanks for not supporting me at that time. Alhamdulillah I managed to pull this event up though some of my friends were not being supportive. And a special big thank to my awesome friends that have been always there for me; Farah, Fisah, Salis, Kiat bei, Nadhirah, Omar and others.  Without your help, I'd be nothing. Thanks for believing in me. Hehe. My bf never stop supporting me in whatever I do, that's why I always have the balls to do something. Thanks baobei. :)

We went to Jambu's uncle's wedding. He didn't want to go initially, but I made him to. Sorry bei.

Do we have similar smile? Eceh.

June OC.

Penang trip!

My favourite picture of all. :)

Black and yellow. -Wiz Khalifa. LOL

He came to CAC orientation just to support my emcee-ing. Such a great boyfriend right? )

Last picture taken before we broke up somewhere in July.

<3

So we broke up for 7 months. In these 7 months period, I learnt a lot of things. I really hated July 5th, 2011 before this. But now I realised, without July 5th, I would never know how much he meant to me. So it's true that in relationship, we have ups and downs. I've been going through so-called hell for 7 months. I had to blog what I truly felt during that period. I was really weak. I really thank Fisah for asking me to blog about it and let everything out on my blog. I felt really good doing that. Yeah, some of my friends called me pathetic or whatsoever for blogging about my breakups but frankly speaking, it helped me a lot. I may seem strong and independent but I'm also very weak. Maybe some of you know how it feels to be like me. I'm a workaholic and I don't care about what people say about me. I always do stuffs alone. When he first came to my life, he made me to be so dependent on him. I was/am very thankful of his presence. It feels so nice to have someone to hold onto when you're feeling super down. Although we already broke up that time, sometimes we would talk to each other, being friendly towards each other.

Bumped into him with his new gf when I first clubbed at MOS, Sunway. You don't know how it feels to see him  holding other girl's hands. It was tough. It was supposed to be a great night. But IDK why we just kept bumping into each other.

We joined OC together but this time not as a couple anymore. It was in October.

We were friends and both of us were quite cool with each other at that time.

Another Christmas celebration with him. I didn't expect to see him during Christmas. In X'max 2010, we celebrated together. So when we went to Sarah's party, it's kind of celebrating it together. Ergh that time! IDK why I kept bumping into him. It made me went crazy!

Yeah, happy friends. I was really glad that we could still be friends after what had happened to us. Alhamdulillah. :)

Ian's Christmas party.

Jeng jeng jeng!

After that, February came! :) In February, we started talking back like really talk. Somehow, the connection and chemistry were still there, and both of us were quite comfortable with each other. We talked about almost everything and the feelings started to grow back again. Last time, we used to had this perfect or right timing. I always come and find him at the right time. Like in February, we both felt right and it was the right time to get back together. Until know, we still have that right timing. And it's true about good things happen to those who wait patiently. <3

First picture taken as a couple in this new relationship.

We were studying for finals. LOL

Had an awesome dinner at MidValley Mall.

Went to Jacq's birthday party. Hehe

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One Utama!

He loves me liddat :p

My bff and my bf. <3

Nad's birthday party. 

During March '12 OC. Came back early to Cyber to surprise him.

Worked together at Proton's event.

He tried to hug me. Silly him

Both in white! :D

Had an awesome date in KL :)

Melaka trip!

He droves us to Melaka! :D

He met my mom, finally. I talked to mom about us getting back together. Mom was pretty shocked about it. After all those months, finally she asked me, "WHAT TRULY HAPPENED BETWEEN YOU GUYS BEFORE THIS? WHY DID YOU BREAK UP?' . Now, mom is pretty okay about us dating again. She's accepting it slowly but she told me once, she likes Kiat a lot. :) hehe

My birthday! I have always wished that we could celebrate my birthday together. Never knew  it truly happened. I was really glad that we celebrated my birthday for the second time. <3

My birthday surprise! My friends called him to join the surprise party. How sweet of them.  :)

At Carmen's birthday. Two retards. LOL

His birthday. <3 Celebrated together for the 2nd time. <3

Birthday boy was sweating like mad on that night! 

Tomorrow is July 5th, a day I shall remember. A day that used to give me nightmares. It's okay, past is past. What matters the most is what we learnt from it. :)

Dear sayang, I love you so much and obviously, you do know about it. I would never get tired of reminding you everyday that I love you. There's a reason we are back together now. Let's make this 2nd chance worth fighting for. 

With love,

Faren Zori