Dear Z,
My past : I still remember how much Nur Kamalia Huda (Leeya) meant to me and the memories we had. It was so hard for me to move on but then, I met Mufidah Mustafa. I started to forget about Leeya because I was having fun with my new bff, Mufidah. Sadly, it did not last. Mufidah started to change and she said the same thing Leeya used to tell me, which is, "Takpela, kau kan banyak kawan." They clearly did not understand the differences between having lots of friends and having ONE best friend. *sigh Even though I have a lot of friends, I will never forget/neglect my best friend. It's a curse, I tell you! LOL. Sometimes, I even secretly look at my old photos and smile. It's good to look back sometimes, but not all the time. I have to admit that I still stalk them (creepy LOL) and look at their pictures. I wish both of them all the best in their lives. To see them happy and have a great life, are pretty enough for me. I could not ask for more. And you should probably do that as well.
"Friends are easy to find. But when it comes to best friend, it's pretty hard."
I think we both are very clear with this statement, right? *smiles
Anyway my point is, MOVE ON and live in the present. There are reasons for everything. It would be much better if we do not know what the reasons are. It should be remained UNKNOWN. Cheer up and live your life.
With love,
Faren.